Friday, April 27, 2012

A Super Good News to all Hello Kitty Fans!!

I believe a lot of you girls and guys searching around
where to grab for Hello Kitty items in Malaysia for a really
long time…

And today…

Finally… Hello Kitty Malaysia is here..!

They are having pre-launch right now and as a special
pre-launch offer, you can have RM5 voucher and bonuses like
Cute 3D Hello Kitty Model at zero cost. If you don’t believe me
check it out for yourself here, while it’s still available:

==> http://www.hellokittymalaysia.com

This special pre-launch offer is valid only till the launch day,
after which it may be taken off completely. Stop reading this now,
and go to the Hello Kitty Malaysia website and claim all voucher
and bonuses now:

==> http://www.hellokittymalaysia.com

If you’re reading this blog post too late, then you may have missed it.
Don’t leave a comment to complain because there’s nothing I can do.
I DID tell you it’s a limited offer :)

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

真相正在揭晓的阶段

没行了。这也证明,这一切都是错觉,过去的回忆在脑海里徘徊造成的错觉。
也证明了,一些都不能回到过了。也是证明种种的问题。因为他已结婚了。
这也证明了,我应该更爱我现任男朋友(我有啊)。也证明了,他就是那唯一,我该专注的人。
如果真的能让我选择,我真的不想再回来着伤心之地。因为这里也是错觉与忧郁的起因。

Sunday, January 22, 2012

下着雨的新年

我外表看似刚强,但不能干部代表我内心不软弱。要装得若无其事确实难,但这是必要的。

如果能给我选择,我真的很想永远都不会来这伤心之地。每当回来,只会让我更胡思乱想,让我更烦恼,更伤心,脾气更暴躁。难道说,谈了多久恋爱,分手了,就要用谈了多久恋爱的时间来忘掉?这理论真的当真?

这地方,就是让我忧郁的开始。好不容易去了一个较远的地方读书,我才慢慢的开朗了起来。可是也必不得已,谁叫我生在此处。每当放假就得回来,不回又被唠叨。而一回来,就无聊半死,还得承受那该死的痛。悲哀啊。

我真的好像封闭自己,真的好像独自一人。真的真的不想再回来,以免这种悲哀的思绪一直纠缠着我...... 农历新年,就因种种原因而弄垮了我对农历新年的盼望与兴奋。

Sunday, January 8, 2012

2012, the NEW YEAR

WOW, it seems pretty long time I did not update my blog. Until a friend of my requested me to update just now, sort of.

Be honest I'm kinda lazy to update my blog last few months. And I really can't remember what i had busied of till i lazy to update my blog.

So what i should start of???

2012 is another new year. Well, it is another new year to set some goals for the year. And also another new start. Means we should continue to move on from past. What has past yet past.
And end of the year, it is always a good moment to reflect ourselves throughout what we did in the whole year.

When i look back to 2011, for the whole year, sometimes i feel grateful, sometimes i feel happy, and of course angry and sad.

Family:
2011- Sometimes we quarreled, sometimes we friend.
2012- But when comes to 2012, and when i got back home since holiday now for few months, i'm kinda surprise that i can mix well with them now. And also, i realize i really miss my youngest brother. So far having a great time with my family.

Friendships:
2011- Well, friend list no. still growing. What i mean is not the friend list in Facebook but in real life. It is good to know more people. In 2011, i somehow sometimes still feel helpless when i really need help. Haiz... Then some people, selfish, sen kah, etc. Really makes you beh tahan and wanna explode. BOOM! But I also happy i knew bunch of friends that they really good.
Some good friends left, kinda sad also. Well, they need move on wad.
Some good friends changed, which really made me sad and felt disappointed. Was thinking, last time we used to hang out together in a group. But now, they totally changed to certain level that i felt like i no longer know them.
Some friends left/cut out from my friend list.
Some friends made you feel like punching them.
Etc........

Study:
2011- Study so far so good. Was in the 1st year for degree. Knew some new friends also, still, I can't never have my own groups of friends in school, means random. =.=''' Experienced a lot also, studied a lot also. Recently, around end of November 2011, i had my final exam. I didn't really do well in it. End up, i failed one of the subjects. Kinda disappointed. But during the re-sit exam which fall in Jan 2012, before i came back to hometown, i thanked God for His wisdom, strength, presence and protection during my exam, that i able to do well, at least better than before.

Relationship:
2011- Well, this one for sure always good one. Haha.... Around end of October 2011, we celebrated our 1st anniversary. That day itself had sweet moment and also some moment which made you blasted. Well, still thanked God for the whole year that He had blessed and be with us in this relationship. At here once again, I really thanks God for this man, this Mr.Right, that he so loves me. In this relationship, I not only experience his love, but His love as well. Sometimes feel like i'm not only pak toh with him, but also with Him? Hahaha....
Talk about him, sometimes really make you feel like jumping or dancing around because you happy, sometimes make you feel like banging your head to the wall or jumping around like an angry and mad guy(zat zat tiu-cantonese). Whatever he does, he happy, i happy; he angry, i angry. But the good thing of all these are, the love and happiness in this relationship is far more than anger and sadness.
Experienced a sweet simple love as well.
Sometimes, all these reminded me of what had happened in my past few years before i met my Mr.Right. Everything in the past is a hurting in my life. I have to confessed, some of the things that happened in the past few years, until now, i still can't forget. It is too deep. Guess this has became a forever-scar in my heart. How i wish i never met them, or just a particular him, a guy which had hurt me deeply in past few years.
But still, all these can never stop me from pursuing my happiness with my Mr.Right. He has become part of my life. What if my life without him one day, i don't think i can be as happy as now. He is everything to me. A good leader, a good lover, a good hugger, a good caring person, a good laughter/joker.
Thank you my love,i love you so much and looking forwards for the future which have you there be with me.

Work:
Since I'm having holiday from Decemeber 2011 til end of March 2012, means i have 4 months holiday. That is really a long long long holiday. I decided to work part time for church. So far i felt happy to serve God, not only serving Him by doing usher but also work for Him. So far so good. Well, came back hometown for a month. Then will go back to work again for another one and a half month.

Er..... I really can't think of anything to write le. 2011, spent a lot money, watched a lot good movies, ate a lot nice food, that's why now my mum complaining that im fat. I'm not fat at all. Urgh!

Anyway, looking forward to 2012.

Hope this year more things happen which can make my life more colorful so that i can update my blog all the time. Hahaha...

God bless.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

June June June...... Tsk tsk tsk......

Time flies. Out of sudden,it is already middle of the month,also middle of the year.
Previously really busy with assignments and study. All I can say June is really a pack month.
Half way doing revision,feel like blogging. Hmm....
Since the last updates i made till now,there is a lot of things happened.
Hardly say it all here,maybe just few will do.
Why not talk about last last week?? That was a busy week. The whole week was sleepless week. All i did was just do my assignments until 5 in the morning and woke up around 8-10am and started to do my assignments again. Well,I did made it on time. Thanks God.
Darling also came back on that week as he went to KK for recording and DEYC. Everything gone well. Then the following weekend. It was a fantastic, exciting and a weekend which fulled of joy and happiness. Guess what?? On Saturday itself,11th June, my cousin getting married, and also friends of ours in our church getting married as well,on the same day. Congratulations to both pairs of married couples.
Really enjoy the day itself,and was wondering,when will it be my turn??? Guess it would long way to go.
Then 12th June,ya,it was my darling's birthday. Since a month ago,i actually started to plan for the birthday celebration. That time, i was very excited to do so. Somehow,things still did not turn it right and most of the things did not go according plans. So end up,i had to switch plan. Well,on that night itself,luckily things went according to new plan.
To be honest,I'm kinda disappointed at first for certain things. Guess it was a good lesson for me as well. But what has done yet done.
After that day,the whole week,was my study week. A week for me to study for my final exam,which i has to face it later afternoon. I felt that I really wasted my whole week,because i really didn't study much due to can't concentrate and too into facebook. This is so called the "power" of Facebook. =='''
Kinda nervous,because I'm totally blank now. And my aim is to pass all the subjects and get min. CGPA=2.00.
Bible always said that if you have faith on God,miracles will happen. Some more,last weekend pastor just preached about Why Worry? Means we should not worry for other things,uphold everything to God. Yes,I understand. But,seriously,I really can't help myself not to worry. Because if i felt,1.i might re-sit the paper which is harder and the marks is given in their own way. 2.I might need to re-take that particular subject in 2nd semester. 3.i might cannot proceed to 2nd semester. 3 possibilities if i did not do well in my final exam. I really wish that later in exam,God will show me the miracles. Lord,please...... I really need Your wisdom and strength. Haiz....
I always wish that time can fly to Friday because that is the day my holiday started and also we are going to Ipoh,again,for my darling's concert. But somehow,i really need time,to study,to suffer basically. Argh......
Something suddenly comes in my mind,i remembered that i heard some heartbroken story. It is really unbelievable. Yet,it reminded me of what had happened to me last year. A lesson which can never forget. I was wondering a lot of things. I'm still learning to forgive. But if let say one day he dares to turn to me and apologize and tell me the truth,i actually can simply forgive him. Because hating or unforgiving someone actually burden you. It is like a dead knot in heart. Just pray God will continue to be with me and those broken heart people.
Lord,I really need you a lot now. Help me~~!